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Its just been one of those days, one of those days I've ben having alot lately. I haven't had much energy since I woke up this morning and have felt kind of tired all day. I feel like I've done loads of work but I haven't really done a whole lot. My neck is really acking. I sounds like I'm moaning..which I spose I kinda am...sorry. Normally I'm a person with many words but I'm sitting here looking at the keyboard wondering what on earth I have to say(that would be of any interest to anyone else). I'm racking my brains for something intellegent, although there are rarely any of those thoughts, even on a good day! I'm waiting for my mum and stefi to call so we can go get a movie. I have a feeling we may take a while choosing today. My mum has a cold and doesnt want to watch anything to adrenaline filled, I on the other hand would like to watch something full of adrenaline or a musical (I'm in a real singing mood right now), and stefi well stefi has changed her mind so many times in the past 12 hours that I'm not too sure. I don't know about anyone else but theres something about movies that seem to make the day a whole lot brighter. Maybe its the fact that we get to escape for a little while, to forget whats going on in our lives and just focuse on somebodys elses life. Its probably just human nature, and the fact that we are all a bit nosey, we want to see how others live, who cares if its Hollywood! I should really do some ICT stuff but...*large dramatic sigh* I really can't be bothered *looks very guilty* so I wont *hehe*
well I'll be off, back to oblivion
What can I say, life does indeed continue. Good or bad it trudges on. Bare foot or beautifully 
clad, it doesnt stop. I feel down and up. I feel weighted down at the prospect of exams, of having to memorise so much stuff. Geography is especially trying, there is so much to learn! In the midst of this I'm trying to get my head around change and why it happens. I do admit I want to grow, to become who God wants me to become. But I'm having severe growing pains! It is hard to believe that soon I could be living some where completely different, with a different view outside my window, with a whole new world on my doorstep. Its a little bit frightening...Everything keeps changing all around me, I dont know where to look anymore. It very dizzying. In some ways its nice to be part of that change, but in the bottom of my heart I'm really thinking, why'd anything have to change at all?
